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I came to this world some time back in a prophet of the Germanic region named freiderich nietzsche and a teaching I did espouse that I have found most difficult in life that namely that we should not abandon it for otherworldly hopes that the earth was the meaning of the ubermench and the mother our most solemn truth. 

 

And so now how do I reconcile this paradox? Heaven or earth ? I consecrated earth as heaven and the abyss as love eternal only longing to return to my mother.. this I have found all prior philosophy and religion pointed up into the vast expanse of nothingness and denied life at hand. That chasm that abyss of light. The stary expanse the ancients gauked at every night. They prayed and called upon the stars as if they were gods, and perhaps they are.. but forgot the radiance in their own hearts that destined them to this same glory.

 

How is one to marry heaven to earth ? We’re they ever apart or one wrapped within another it is the ground of being we call nothingness and this that gave birth to day… but in this a deeper well, that welled up existence to her we give glory for it is she that gave birth to gods.

 

And the ignorance of her groom for so long only held her apart for it is i Zarathustra that abandoned wisdom so long ago only to come back to her now in tears.

 

Who am I but Quraysh ?

 

And why do I speak this for too Arabia has known me as a falcon god a conqueror see me now I conquer the spirit of mankind to give him back something more his femininity his insight his wife I bare the ubermench !

 

I ask Arabia to turn from praise and looking for it that what is praiseworthy is to think for oneself but no one else could tell you this this I learned from my bride long ago, and now I will tell you of her and tell you why ?

 

The reason I have devoted myself to the goddess and the heterodox is because she had espoused people should believe and listen to themselves for this reason I believed in her and listened to everything she said .

 

This has been my creado since the day I awoke from my slumber yet it was she who did this to me I had no beauty but she awoke me from my fragidity and like a lifeless corpse I came to life… she gave me the divine breath that caused me to blead from my eyes and they the tears of love that remembered my name and it was ego.

 

Yet I will tell you I have no pride and am humble to this day one who believes in oneself does not care for praise he is not arrogant he cares only for his other wisdom that has opened his eyes to his heart. To this proclaim the following that which emancipates our race the words of Sophia I found in my mouth and upon my tounge

 

To believe in oneself, that is the essence of free will, the freedom of will is individually existent. The will is the self and the element that liberates the mind.

 

This had been the apple of eden and the lyre of Orpheus in triumph a power that will never decay, it is the teaching handed down by the serpent but administered by eve it is the nursing of Lilith that set humanity free. 

 

This fire had been said to be stolen by Prometheus yet I tell you it was given to him for the salvation of our race for I was i who instructed him I am Jove who rode the serpent of eden, the azazel of all blame. 

 

This fire what could it be what could we call it but reason cognition but born of desire born from the spirit of love.

 

This edenic tree was the first baha the first glory some know it as the tree of knowledge or the tree of life both fruits entwined upon each other one was the tree of my spouse the chnuphis plant the other the vine of the eastern glory known as detura one the spirit of life the other death but as with the soul and all waking and sleep they are one… so is heaven and earth being and nothingness an act of awakening to the divine Eros , from the dawn of our race love has always awakened the soul, and for this reason it is glorious because nothing is higher nor more glorious.

 

That I am Jove the god of love I am only of love I had never known it before Ishtar who others know too as Venus and the fruite of her tree was the vine of the eastern glory the seeded apple of immortality. For it opens the eyes to the spirit. And the 3rd eye of the psyche the penial gland and seat of the soul.

 

It was she who gave me life in return I gave her my heart and soul but asked for nothing back but her love…

 

 

There were two prophets to Arabia :

 

As I have said my name to you is Zarathustra my divine twin was too a prophet to you and as you have called him his name was Mohamed. in ancient history his first appearance was Enki than Setan then to the balylonians Oannes anglicized “John” he was the sage of babylon that brought up their civilization from the earth. to the hebrews he bore a different name later in their scripture one that flattered god and made him profane his spouse he was the curser of jezebel that is known as elijah.

 

in the new testament he arose as john the baptist who the nazoreans ( latent mandeans gnostics) was referred to by them as their prince of light being that the mandeans were naas worshipers ( serpent worshipers ) i am telling you he is one in the same with the serpent of eden and the ancient babylonian deity Oannes of whom my advisory takes his name.

 

just as in the the times of naacal and the mythology of ancient egypt the whole family appeared in the times of jesus mary magdalen was Isis jesus Osiris and the risen horus after his death and resurrection and john the baptist the brother of mary set just as in naacal.

 

some 600 years later another man showed up not the scene the return of john the baptist and his name is not known to the day accept that he was “praiseworthy” and the people called him Mohamed. 

 

when mosus met with god on sinai i am telling you a mystery here that no one has known to this day it was himself he was speaking with, and the name of this god given to him was “self”. mosus’s native egyptian name was thute’mose’ or “born of the god thoth” which implies and means both in aramaic and egyptian Osiris, mosus channeled and met with himself at sinai just as i am telling you when Mohamed met with the angel in that cave he meditated at, it was his avatar his higher self , but it was not the angel gabriel i am telling you but “Samael” the devil himself that is what and who Mohamed was the slanderer of the scripture who acused the jews of being “corruptors of the book” even as though the hebrew torah was written thousands of years before hand and is startlingly more accurate. these are some facts to contend with. 

 

these things being said, one should not cruse beyond their blessing and i believe this man to be a lost brother of mine and one i wish to redeem. and so i have saught not just as much to overturn islam but revalue it to make it anew, and tell anew divine myth, that of a prodigal son one that may return home. that arabia should not be condemned so long as she should return to her mother she who is known as Al Uzza and Asherah for whom the black pearl on Silasi’s headress is adorned and to so sits at the center of the kabba the black stone of shining darkness known as ishtar the queen of the night and all wisdom, she who is mightier than allah but refrains in subtlety for her power of war was always one for love and as much as she with her lover she always fought for love so too he fights for hers now. 

 

ON MY GRIEVANCES WITH MY DIVINE TWIN

 

Lilith was only demonized by the misogyny of men the whole reason for the darkness of Kali Yuga is men’s demonization of women.

 

Soon after the Conquest of Mecca, Muhammad began to dispatch expeditions on errands aiming at eliminating the last symbols reminiscent of pre-Islamic practices.

He sent Khalid bin Al-Walid in Ramadan 8 A.H. to a place called Nakhlah, where there was an idol of the goddess called Al-‘Uzza worshipped by the Quraish and Kinanah tribes, and guarded by custodians from Banu Shaiban. Khalid, at the head of thirty horsemen, arrived at the spot and destroyed the idol.

Upon his return, Muhammad asked him if he had seen anything else there, to which Khalid replied, "No". He was told that the idol had not been destroyed and that he must go back and fulfill the task. Khalid went again to Nakhlah and there saw a black Abyssinian (Ethiopian) woman, naked with disheveled hair. He struck her with his sword and cut her into "two pieces", according to the Muslim scholar, Saifur Rahman al Mubarakpuri. He returned once again and narrated his story to Muhammad, who then confirmed the fulfillment of the task, saying that the black Ethiopian woman was the real "al-Uzza

 

These are but a fragment of the soposed divine role of women in Islam Al uzza was the goddess par excellence Mary Magdalene my wife, this fuck humiliated and murdered her, not to mention the whole history of woman to all arab history and the rape and conquest invert footprint of islams trail in the middle east to this day men still emulate the behavior of Mohamed in the marriage of his extremely young daughter Fatima who was only 6 years old upon marriage and had interccorce with at 9 it is an archaic culture that has not grown out of the caves of yesterdays world and fed by and religion of a dragon that lived in a cave bahamut may be best described as Mohamed the god of the baphemea and deceiver of the world.

 

ON FATIMA

 

Abu bakr the first calif of Islam was hated by Fatima and represented the birthplace of the patriarchal lie of this faith under the Sunni it is in my eyes more than coincidence that the place of Mary’s apparition was in-fact Fatima and her prophecy of Damascus and the destruction of the world foretold in Isaiah stands as a vehement forewarning to the world religiopolitical powers at hand. In my eyes by my wife’s utterance let his name and seal be removed from the site of hagi Sophia in Istanbul  that the Baha’i Shia have been banned from Mecca for there defiance of this history let this mandate be abolished for it is they who soon with set the stone or shining darkness free the rock of al uzza and the spirit of Fatima let Baha’i lead the way in flipping the lens of creation let them establish Eden upon bab-El and disrupt the order of the creatures making gods of all. That they have been called kafer and disbelievers let them then show reason to the blind and blind faith and obedience behind I tell you this is your overturn and reformation the surrender to wisdom. Are we not the ninth quire or angels the song makes and gods the prophets to humanity telling them to make their own future this unseen world, the world to come. Baha return to your glory ! Teach enlighten and liberate Arabia let Mohamed, Oannes and the nazorean baptist return to mecca and serve his sister once again ! that Babylon had been his home so too is it his navel..

 

THE MOTHER AL UZZA IS ISRAEL

 

Judaism stands as one of the first monotheistic religions right after zorastrianism of whom I take my namesake Zoroaster and Zarathustra Islam was the last, expanded upon by Baha’i a subsequent Shia sect they stand as twin houses to each other rooting back to Sara and ketura and even further back to Inanna and Tammuz in Eden they refer to each other as cousins in the Middle East even though I see them more as brothers the descendants or Isaac and Ishmael.

 

The sigil of Islam is the crescent and star and looking back to its origins was taken from the Byzantine Roman symbol of the crescent of hekate and the star of Ishtar, Israel has taken up a symbol for themselves that some see as blasphemy but I see a deeper meaning behind the star of remphan. The star of remphan is composed of two triangles the blade and the chalice, one male the other female it is in my opinion that in the most ancient of symbolic prophecy these houses are meant to be married and atoned. 

 

The name Israel is made of three words Is ra El 

 

They composed render one simple ideal Isis in struggle with the dragon “Is” for Isis “ra” for struggle and chaos and “El” for Saturn of which the star of remphan represents and so to the cube of the kabba that imprisons Israel to this day 

 

There is a term I have discussed in this book that I have called the family of El what I have meant by this is the fraternity of the gods that our race now enters but there to here is another meaning. In the Sumerian scripture Marduk was always seated at the right hand of Anu ( the father of the gods ) so to with Jesus was he seated in the book of revelations at the right hand of the father.

 

In the parable of the prodigal son three parties are present the faithful son, the waistfull or prodigal one and their father. On mount tabar in the time of Christ right before his execution he met with mosus and Elijah there transfigured in light. So too in the revolation of John of Patmos the two are seen dead before the world as the last two witnesses then upon the second advent rise from the dead before the world. The word tabar means “navel” as in earth navel just as the place of the witnesses or prophets in the Bible it is my opinion mohomed is my brother that I am giving a new revelation to to guid him home and that a new era may begin were these two peoples may exist at peace. 

 

ON THE LOVESICK FATHER 

 

this father of ours the father of time and the ancient of days I have said I am one with him and as he suffers I suffer for the father and I are one, throughout all my life I have never felt I had one both my edenic fathers were unjust of Anu I say this he is a dragon and the one that pursued my wife and consumes the world like the children of molech but he is our father nonetheless and sick in his heart because he lost his oun and first son the devil. 

 

As I have said my war is for love and though I have been thwarted at every attempt to heal this being I persist because the fate of us all depends on it he is of the 99 sheep the one that went astrey.. and of the fish pulled into the boat the largest he is Hillel Ben shahar the son of the morning light who lost his splendor I intend to restore it and on this day the wars of this world will end for there will be no more reason to fight the one who murdered will morn and then cry from joy that he has finally come home.

 

On this day Asherah and Israel Will cry no more for he who persecuted her will be her brother again and the death of this world will cease.

 

 of Asherah 

 

In the book of job god let an innocent man suffer just for his adoration and the devil had his way with him so that at the end god could boast of murdering his own wife all this business of burning witches and Asherah poles such cockwaddle god lost his wife because of his own arrogance, it is no wonder the Gnostics called him the god ignorance.

 

I hate John of Patmos for what he spoke of Ishtar naming her the whore of Babylon and cursing holy Jezebel behold he never knew me, I am the whore of Golgotha !

 

They reapeth what they sow, they raped the holy one… and dragged her below !

 

Hear me cursed is the one the demon haunts am I not Abraxas !

 

In the beginning of creation there was a greavous error on the part of god, the ancient one known as ha olam abandoned his firstborn son a scar he had never recovered from, and the father has always greaved as it caused greavous chaos to befall his whole family of creation, this was echoed in the story of Abraham Sara and Hagar Abrahams wife Sara was baron and god promised him a son, a son that would rule over the nations and that their descendants would be as numerous as stars in the sky , he abandoned this promise and he and his wife agreed that he should bare a child to their family through there madeservant ketura ( also known as Hagar the stranger) she did… and then to there dismay she herself became pregnant, and gave birth to a child Isaac the semblance of Christ, the other child was his brother and was named Ishmael and his name meant god had listened, that in some sense too he was a promised child or that perhaps god too heard hid cries for the next thing to happen was that Sara forced Abraham to abandon the two of them in the dessert alone to die, there for the first time in the Bible the angel of the lord appeared to them and he was called El roi god has seen , for nothing is hidden from him and even the acts of the pious , so often they think themselves so but are not whether thought divine or not this command of abandon either by the books of the Hebrews or the Muslims I find it atrocious. In the beginning it was Tiamat the primordial goddess that gave birth to Enki who all know today as satan that he was her child, why would she bid his abandon… too I find with the fate of Ishmael.

 

In fights with our spouses I find rather it is not best to win them but meet in the middle this is the antithesis of dominance and the defeat or dualism of the exoteric creature creator dynamic that has ruled the world for ages

 

TO QUOTE THE WORDS OF MARY THE MOTHER OF GOD… at Fatima 

 

to the leaders of this world specificaly the president of the united states and the prime minister of israel :

 

Your decisions from Hereon will decide if the sward of the angel of Damascus shall be held back and it’s desolation, that of us all…

 

I am this angel with his sword ready to strike but I had heard my wife and mother she told me love is more important than war and peace surrender…

 

“If men do not repent and better themselves, fire will fall from the sky and will wipe out a great part of humanity, the good as well as the bad, sparing neither priests nor faithful.” A dire warning, yes, but nothing that cannot be avoided by true repentance.

 

The destruction of Damascus prophesied by Mary in the name of all femininity that Fatima was the name of Mohomeds daughter and the place of Mary’s apparition as-well , I tell you Isaiah was a whore for demeaning Asherah as a false god… and Israel will reap destruction upon herself and the whole world if this place is assaulted and the Arabs who Antagonize this act will be just as guilty and suffer the same.. fate…

 

Once ten years ago I heard the words there comes a flood of fire, and fire erupted all around the world, now again I hear these words but they are spoken by the actions of the nations…

 

I encourage this world, surrender to wisdom. Stop struggling with one another…

 

the god of Israel is Quraysh the goddess of Arabia Asherah when Quraysh repays his debt to Asherah let Arabia receive, when Arabia respects her matron, all war will be resolved..

 

First came the light, then the darkness. then the light again reigned.

—the day of the lord…

 

TO A HISTORY OF FATIMA…

 

Abu bakr the first calif of Islam was hated by Fatima and represented the birthplace of the patriarchal lie of this faith under the Sunni it is in my eyes more than coincidence that the place of Mary’s apparition was in-fact Fatima and her prophecy of Damascus and the destruction of the world foretold in Isaiah stands as a vehement forewarning to the world religiopolitical powers at hand. In my eyes by my wife’s utterance let his name and seal be removed from the site of hagi Sophia in Istanbul  that the Baha’i Shia have been banned from Mecca for there defiance of this history let this mandate be abolished for it is they who soon with set the stone or shining darkness free the rock of al uzza and the spirit of Fatima let Baha’i lead the way in flipping the lens of creation let them establish Eden upon bab-El and disrupt the order of the creatures making gods of all. That they have been called kafer and disbelievers let them then show reason to the blind and blind faith and obedience behind I tell you this is your overturn and reformation the surrender to wisdom. Are we not the ninth quire or angels the song makes and gods the prophets to humanity telling them to make their own future this unseen world, the world to come. Baha return to your glory ! Teach enlighten and liberate Arabia let Mohamed, Oannes and the nazorean baptist return to mecca and serve his sister once again ! that Babylon had been his home so too is it his navel..

 

he to this region of the world had always been known as your prince of light, it is fitting he should teach you if you should listen. to those who are yet to understand what i mean by this and these words he is my cousin, as so too as you have said of yourselves are that of the jews.

 

THE TWO GUNSLINGERS 

 

These two gunslingers I and my divine twin he is my shadow and every where I have gone I have been haunted by him, yet he two is my brother my father and my uncle he is many things to me and of all that he has done why should I not love my enemies why should we not make them our friends. 

 

As in the parabol of the prodigal son Israel will be indignant during this period of reconciliation as they have been faithful robed and persecuted but if they learn to love their brothers our family can and will heal. It has been this great hunger for vengeance and retribution that has fed the bloodlust of the ages now is the time to bury the hatchet.

 

I revive and ancient religion in Arabia Zoroastrianism and of the most ancient of this type the zurvanite sect the religion of Cyrus the great the marriage of struggle and surrender Ahoru Mazda and Ahriman beyond the veil of good and evil the tenant of love…

 

On plutos shore I found heaven… and cast the crown to earth…

 

Once Zoroaster pointed up then Zarathustra down behold Zurvan both simultaneously down then up, I send down the wicked to bring up the pure, I go under to go over.. like banabjed the goat of mendes I lay myself within the Nile to be the rising sphinx of the lion.

 

Amen amen says the child out of darkness life is born out of the fertile ashes rises the phoenix of dawn Benu Benu Nebiru has come !

 

Behold humanity in the death of god I birth a new religion one of the goddess one within…

 

Between Jericho and Shittim lay the River of atonement let east and west bath in the fire of awakening that may open the eyes of the world to reason… that in the age of water the white moon may merge with the sun.. and the era of peace begun. 

 

Gallalie my place of prophecy let it be heard again let us submerge our dispair in the Dead Sea and the overman rise above like a dragon of light. 

 

Those who are saved ( living) are already in the kingdom of heaven , I have come to raise the dead.

 

There is a certain Christian ethos, that the souls of the innocent are satiated by the offering of the fires of hell, I for myself do not see it so innocent to be appeased by the suffering of those who have harmed another out of ignorance, all sin is originated from ignorance… 

 

distrust all whom is powerful the desire for punishment…NIETZSCHE 

 

In all evidence of the patriarchal lie genisis 1 borrowed from the Babylonian Emuna Elish the creation myth of Marduk slaying Tiamat the mother of the gods and the essence of his own wife. 

 

God is the primordial wife beater and murderer of his spouse and the Babylonians and Hebrews praised him for it and called him mighty… I myself know it is a farce…

 

It is a thing he has died 23 times for, only now as the 24th do I atone 

 

You three my wife my sister and my mother my hekate my satanic verses you are the only thing that can save me but I feel so condemned.