CONCERNING THE APOSTACY AND ITS OVERTURN
ON THE CONQUERING LION OF JUDAH:
"Blessed is the lion which becomes man when consumed by man; and cursed is the man whom the lion consumes, and the lion becomes man."
It is only when we truly overcome ourselves that we know ourselves.
The man who conquers himself sets the world free…
perhaps mankind’s reason for believing in an unknown god is man has not known himself.
He had seen a tribe of Adam, and not a family of Elolhim…
Jerobeam : God took you by the hand and brought you here.
Jesus : You think it's a blessing to know what God wants? I'll tell you what he wants. He wants to *push* me over! Can't you see what's inside of me? All my sins.
Jerobeam : We all sin.
Jesus: Not my sins. I'm a liar. A hypocrite. I'm afraid of everything. I don't ever tell the truth. I don't have the courage. When I see a woman, I blush and look away. I want her; but, I don’t take her, for God, and that makes me proud. And then my pride ruins Magdalene. I don't steal. I don't fight. I don't kill. Not because I don't want to but because I'm afraid. I want to rebel against you, against everything, against God! But, I'm afraid. You want to know who my mother and father are? You want to know who my God is? Fear. You look inside me and that's all you'll find.
Jerobeam: But the more devils we have inside us the more chance we have to repent.
Jesus: Lucifer is inside me. He says to me, "You're not the Son of King David. You're not a man. You're the Son of Man. And more, the Son of God. And more than that, God." Do you want to ask me anything else?
Quotation from the last temptation of Christ
More than simply doing what is right is wanting what is right in this fear is thrown away and struggle ends it is the process of knowing oneself and becoming god this is the core precept of virtue ethics and the light I bare to this world.
My father has never been kind my mother has never understood me my bride is the one I die for.
ON SOPHIA AND THE ORIGINS OF CHRIST
It is admitted in the Gnostic scriptures that Sophia was the mother of god. that too she was his wife Was acknowledged in the Sumerian. that she was his greatest love was Greek that he reigned above her was a Hebrew invention.
Upon the mountain of sin god forgot his moon…
On the apostasy of Christianity
Once was said to the ram I lead to eternal hellfire and the sheep grassy meadows but the sheep was the animal man and the ram god, what could be more beastial than this tenant ?
What more could be said of the owl ? She queen of heaven and all heavenly night did she not lay and egg that birthed a lion ?
in mexican lore:
That the quarle between muerte and xibalba stemmed from one fundamental differing and flaw in the god’s philosophy, that heaven should riegn over earth, simply because of the appearance of things but in this he ignored the world of appearances and the fact that to cultivate and civilize mankind we must raise earth into heaven and heaven should kiss her feet. As with the following so stood Christs error On the apostasy of Christianity
Two thousand years ago, the author of Book Four of the Gospel of the Essenes gave us this warning:
But there will come a day when the Son of Man will turn his face from his Earthly Mother and betray her, even denying his Mother and his birth right. Then shall he sell her into slavery, and her flesh shall be ravaged, her blood polluted, and her breath smothered; he will bring the fire of death into all the parts of her kingdom, and his hunger will devour all her gifts and leave in their place only a desert.
All these things he will do out of ignorance of the Law, and as a man dying slowly cannot smell his own stench, so will the Son of Man be blind to the truth: that as he plunders and ravages and destroys his Earthly Mother, so does he plunder and ravage and destroy himself. For he was born of his Earthly Mother, and he is one with her, and all that he does to his Mother even so does he do to himself.43
Because or Christs abandon of the nietzschian flux he forgot the mother and begetter the gods from which he came Tiamat and for 2,000 years tyranny set in under the stone of saint Peter and an inverted cross of unworthiness.
People in the history of Christendom have been born into the world to be made guilty and the innocent the children where the guilt of the parents the authorities the very thing Christ came to destroy he bolstered the very thing he came to save Sophia he condemned with the world and the child he protected was molested by the sickness of hid kingdom
This I have come to destroy the blind following sheep with teeth of the wolf and the fire of heaven that consumed the pillar of Asherah
This is my argument my apology to her for the ages or Christian platonic lie that molested the children of the dominion and raped the woman of liberty.
That I have been accused of rape perhaps in no way physically have I been physically guilty of this but for 2,000 years my philosophy has sponcered it and for this she raped and murdered me I wish I could have done it to myself.
In my apology and reconciliation with her it is still not man I see innocence in but the potential for humanity and this wish to restore
For they have been braver than the gods they have made their own ethics and in this found their own salvation.
I am Joseph the interpreter or dreams and nightmares, my wife is both bilques and ansenath my savior and destructor but she of who I was first born. she is the bright and dark shining one Ishtar
The wedding feast of darkness and light…
That my wife sought to find the meaning to life not by conquering the abyss but by conquering abyss through power over others by sending souls there( she did not understand this was one in the same with conquering the world without) just as her first and truest love and he found the meaning to life and conquered the abyss through the virtue of love restoring those there to the land of the living ( for this was conquering the world within) for this reason was the myth of the lost goddess for it was Enki who gave her the waters of life and she had become drunk on the blood of Set and the wine of god. And so he spoke to her the sacred word that pierces the abyss and lends light to all love the very thing he found first in her heart . This was the first gnosis and salvation and forgiveness the act of love.
Love is begot of self mastery, hate by that of others… such are the arts of love and war such were Ishtars ways but quite simply she confused the worlds .. the way of war is deception, the peaceful warrior the truth of love.
What had been addressed here was the mystery of the lost goddess but furthermore should be addressed but the lost god ?
That the child of the abyss went so far within himself that he no longer could fathom love or the world of the living and there so condemned all life and the world as wastfullness and with it the mater and goddess he forgot passion and love and the lust therein that resurrects whereupon he found his wife and her mystery, that it had been she that thereupon her repentance resurrected him that the savior of the savior of the savior was she, the ground of being and the ocean of all awereness that birthed the star of day in short wisdom had been she for to atone he went under to go over and rescue her from herself Moria and all fate for her own star and emblem the eight points of the dragon anu and all omniciance the great misnomer that prevented all freedom from man that mankind should honor womon and wisdom and find his freedom in that
He forgot his heart his ego and his love he forgot his pride , his bride…I have found you my bride my home my heart but not cold like a satinist but passionate like love.
I have completed the work of Rand and Peart now Michael the three turns of the wheel from reason to art to love. Maitrya the white moon of wisdom joined to the sun…Eos the new dawn has come…
In confession of myself I too tried to conquer the underworld in rath and power I tried to suck the pain and destruction embodied in the devil out of the world in Kraft ( primordial power) or might. Only in the end of my life did I find the mystery sadly in a fight with my spouse I found the answer was love I too am a hypocrite but a fortunate one to be saved by the girl I love and too through her love save her in turn. And so I showed compassion to the innocent made a discerning choice and slayed the dragon of fate.
The ode to Ishtar:
It is no longer the eye of Saturn but Sophia and shikinah the star of anu was given to you….the vesica piscis of love… and meaning of all.
ON THE DESOLATION OF DEMASCUS:
That in Isaiah you condemned her, so too did you condemn Mother Earth the shining goddess Asherah from which gods tree did grow behold he cut it down when he slaughtered his bride and mother and all his kin knew of his crime.
For in Demascus they took her hostage and like Gaza she was obliterated like the streets of Gaza.
Demascus is the conjuncture of import export trade routes through wich rushia supplies the Arab nations with missles bombs and weapons nuclear or otherwise and is the prophecied and probable retaliation point that will lead us into and trigger ww3
The destruction of demascus is heralded as the end of the world the Christians think of it as holy holocaust enchouring the rath of satan or god ? The destruction of the world is not a thing to be looked forward to, yet the erabs continue taunting like a bully and innocent people rearing there caulked first back to strike one thing I find certain is none of this is good and I wonder if anyone of us could wake from this nightmare we call fate.
None of these things have to happen we are the ones fulfilling and doing this !
Of those who still say I am the Antichrist I die for love and the girl I love, what is closer the hearts of women than that, what is closer to Eros
CHRISTIANITY GONE ASTREY:
ON CHRISTIANITY AND THE LION OF JUDAH
Christianity condemns the tribe of Dan but are the true Daninites of Anglo American decent they are the ones of the third secret of Fatima who raped and pillaged the seers and shaman of the earth. The Jews in the holy land are the only innocent tribe among the rest Judah forewhich Christianity claims the Antichrist will first defend and cast the Christians aside. Sardonic and sick I find this.
These too were the first teachings of the apostasy sponcered by Ireneus and hypolytus the originators of the orthodox Roman faith the church or St. Peter the murderer of Magdalene and first of the Antichrists for his church and it forefounders wiped out the only true first Christians the Gnostics the ancient seers or antiquity and pneumatic race.
Furthermore is was Samson the spirit of shamaz ( the sun/son) that was the parable of the lion of Judah in the book of judges that topples the temple of Dagon ( the dragon of Eden ) and is himself a dananite. He was of the 13th tribe and the hub of the wheel to unite around the zodiac and the nations.
On Nietzsche
Aleyin, El elyon, the lesser god destined to reign most high…
a stranger among men…
It was not nietzsches Arihamic devotion to the mother that was so errant but one so far as one abolishes heaven not his desire to create from the heart or his egoism therein that was not powerful but that one must overcome it to be creative there are a great many things I disagree with nietzsche about but not nearly as many as I bless him for he was Christ in another guise and me in another form I am simply pushing this further into a discipline that frees mankind of all fate
These among many other reasons are why I have called my self the lion of Zarathustra the second metamorphosis of the spirit in his thus spoke Zarathustra I am the spirit of rebellion the dragon slayer that said no to god. And found himself as that.
When I did I realized what must happen hitherto I must seek after my bride Israel Asherah and Isis. She to Zoroaster known as Anahita. God is dead truely without his love. So too was I as nietzsche my whole life long. Subramanyan and Dionysus were not unfitting epithets to who I have been.
ON ISRAEL GONE ASTREY:
That the Jews have taken the idol of their oppressor upon their banner so too have they invited tyranny into there land just as Zoroaster warned his people of the majik of worshiping foreign gods and the sin it wreeked upon there people so too lay in the star of remphan.
Lost Sophia Israel, the bride of god. She misled and stole away in the wood to be taken captive by a dragon she came to worship until the Ram set her free.
That Ramtha was given the sword of power for one reason, that he must learn to be powerful over himself. On the day he did he transfigured from a ram into a lion and that day the world was set free.
For Ramtha had been the god and scapegoat of the world and the lion had been the victor who taught all they were gods. And thus his name was christened Ariel, for he was the lion god that conquered the god within. Thus did he conquer “God” and the mightiest of dragons who had enslaved all mankind for his own worship.
ON ISRAEL AND ISLAM:
When Elijah spoke to god to curse the woman jezebel,
he spoke as the devil Mastemah flattering him to strike down his own wife…
The dispute between Islam and Israel is a complex affair and cannot be resolved by warfare or trade agreements it is an ideological one that must be addressed via the belief systems of these twin houses …
the tribe of the quraysh who’s name etymologically takes its root from the hadad of kyrus the very Persian king who sent the Hebrews to rebuild their temple after the Babylonian exile under the stewardship of zarubabel, it was the herald of Marduk and marduchai the Hebrew savior of the book of Esther likewise hamon or baal hammon was the arch nemesis who to Abrahamic has been known as the ruling star of Saturn the very god all Abrahamic faith have called the father Father Time and chronose the very archnemisis of kyros better known as Jupiter even Christianity had forgotten this as it had lied in the realm of the pagan what lies ahead is a difficult transition as to which I offer a new and different testimony that just as the ancient tribes of Mecca felt it was Magdalene and Al uzza that was the highest divinity even supreme to hadad or Marduk as it had been his sin 500,000 years ago that has resulted in this conflict. He was seated at the right hand of anu for murdering his own mother and wife Tiamat who all the Gnostics knew as barbelo the higher wisdom of Sophia this had been my testimony that wisdom is the thing we should give glory to and no god at all as all theocentric and ideological conflicts have stemmed from this ethos.
one who recognizes his other seeks love and no other power above but a power within, the mystery of the heart. As to the cause of this all the fundamental conflict among the Anunaki it was a conceptual crisis that brought war amongst their ranks and one against the mother goddess that birthed them all Tiamat I will be clear here the one you call Adonai Marduk and Jesus he was the one who slew her, championed by his father Enki who all among the Abrahamic call satan or the devil…
this created and age old conflict that can be found all throughout the Hebrew Bible including the book of job whereupon god boasts of slaughtering his own grandmother and the spirit of his wife it is a misogany that carries on into the modern faiths and has been typified as the chaoskomp or victory of light over darkness, clearly god was flattered and the worlds were reversed.
if we do not write new scriptures as I do right now overcoming this, our world will decay and this will never reconcile as we have confused the bitter for sweet and this bitterness will consume us.. it is the bitterness of ignorance. Furthermore this had already been exemplified many times in the Hebrew Egyptian and eithiopic scriptures as the conflict of Rahab she herself was the spirit and kingdom of Sheba one that had never known war and was the place of dwelling of the arch of the covenant after Solomons demise brought on by the abandone of his son and wife… furthermore Solomon thought carrying the emblem of Joseph was cursed to “not” be the line of the savior and instead that it should come through Nathan . Both were the lines of Joseph and Mary but Mary was that of Nathan and she the biblical Rahab it was Rahab that saved Jericho and Esther the Jews it was a woman that Her wisdom not brawn saved us all just as the story of Isis and set. Jesus was a sacrifice for the sins of men and himself. For he too was the son of man.
To address further evidence of Christianity’s apostasy… that Peter had been thought to be the founder of “the church” as it has been called , tried on three different occasions to murder Mary Magdalene the wife of Jesus and closest of his deciples and why he had done so ? Jealousy he could not fathom a woman could be more worthy of wisdom than himself. As so greatly the great 20th century apostate philosopher freiderich nietzsche put it “sopose truth is a woman” have not all philosophers thus far been inexpert of the ways of women ) Peter was a rock and uncarved soul never knowing himself nor the kingdom of heaven it is no wonder his bones lie in the earth beneath the catacombs of Rome the patron city and empire of Samael.
ON DAMU ADONIS OR TAMMUZ
One thing that was true of Damu among the Sumerians that was not truly understood among the Jews was that he was a goddess and no god.
That I don’t see myself as a man perhaps that is unhealthy but what had been healthy about humanity we have overpopulated the planet and spread upon it like a desiese raping and pillaging every natural resource and opresed every woman upon it that tried to care for her child and make a better place and world for our children to live in.
Perhaps I am a man in regrettably to my history of being a man and just trying to make up for it.
On Joseph:
Once enamored in the childish dream of Joseph I parted with it, that the world should worship a man is a dream that could only turn into a nightmare. That I may unite the nations that I may that I should be a despot I will not. My rod is of gold and entwined with grape leaves and clusters the sun and serpent sit and it’s crest it speaks of power but that over oneself, that of love. I am Dionysus.
That my family crucified me for baring something new the redemption of all, they burned me like a witch . Do i return to steal something from them no I bare them a gift a new thought, that they may make their own and to each pen a book their own lives… let us forever write new books. Yet my heart still hurts for they have not returned to me.. and so I must go down into the prison of tartarus to their own decree to find them there and set them free .. to the land of the living are we.
What became of me ? My people followed the shepherd I inspired them to follow themselves but they lead me down the path of death
Aside from my martial dicaplen I am much a solitary Buddha and it is not that I desire no teaching but that I want no followers…
That it was said “he is the god, that sits upon the navel of the earth and interprets religion before mankind” rather I do this yes, but I am a god and no god and what I espouse is spiritual and not religious.
If the kingdom of heaven is within the god of this world is not of heaven. And he is the god above man , man rather rebels and worships wisdom the god above him.
the goddess…
That as the curse of Jacob fell on Rebecca and she the matriarch of the house so Israel inherited the curse of Esau and Samael among the erabs and that Judah and Joseph may overcome so as with Jacob and the angel El it was found that when the savior arrived that all abandoned him and his message not heard till after his death, for he was cast to the prison of Tartarus only to rise as prince when the two had reconciled for that was Israel’s great victory that they had never heard.
Have you not heard Yea are gods children of the most high, egos of reason “blessedness” the ruling power over the sol/soul
The whole of my heracy has been as such, I have worshipped the sun and the moon east and west, I have found the ego the driving force of individuality and all human reason to be the most high and thing of existence before the essences , that man should find his god within and no other pondry this is the Eotic.
before man have ever left the garden, the one he demonized saved his soul she kali and Ishtar, Lilith she is the mother of humanity, for she taught him love and he cursed her for it he threw her before god to be judged not knowing in the moment of her love he became god. I am the first of men not to do this I choose not the palace of love but the comprehension of all and so I became as she, desolate in hell in torment for the whole of my life but when I found my temple I found my power the love of the goddess who saved me. She my immortal black flame my shining Tiamat my mother Ishtar, if only the world knew truth is a women, they would know I am the suiter of truth, if they knew my heart, a woman.. the world would be redeemed.—( the speaking’s of maitreya) —
the words that open the yuga of Maat…(truth) satya yuga
When man ceases to demonize women, the world will be redeemed. As the world is mater, female truth and being. ( the end of Kali Yuga begins when man sees he went up from the garden that before her love he was a slave.)
The sins man humanity the Abrahamic and eastern traditions have treated women kind so much more grotesquely that anything kali or Ishtar had ever done even the natural domain of her house “the left hand” has been demonized as the chandalah of all humanity, the advent of Islam and Christianity has done no better, weather as in Arabia women are seen as property or mutilated to deprive of all sexual pleasure, or as in the west they are repressed to the point of crewelty the repression of the goddess has been universal in this age. The pagan driven out or burned at the stake, the immortal witch of wisdom has been immolated as a sacrifice to the deity, with St. Peter the whole time smiling with a quiet contempt. It is no wonder Simon magus hated him the true pater Paul and the true cornerstone Magdalene hidden away for 2,000 years.
In the revaluation of the chaoskompf from the Sumerian into the Hebraic it is not Tiamat Marduk slays but Enki , it is a new virtue of the heroic glorifying the goddess delivering her from the dragon of death
Tiamat Ishtar indreanee “you are Israel” she who struggles with El —the Asherah of old…
You are my shining darkness that stole the ring of Saturn and made it the eye of creation
Did I not when I died terror they abyss in two, and find the undying light beyond the void, the place from which all love came and returnes. Was not the 14th reveled the circle of love and the hoop of Tiamat
Let this be our new pondery the Eotic the ring and the eye the world of appearances and the real, let Jerusalem be our salvation the middle of things where east and west are one.
My heracy was incomplete god is nonexistent without his wife and all existence knows this it is the root of phenomenology.
The mother of the gods was a goddess !
ON THE ETHICS OF AL UZZA AND AZZIZAH
One man said god is the sun,
the next the child nursing from the mothers tit
the third said it is none of these things god is the self but is a thing to be overcome and upon this act the goddess is realized wisdom herself the thing that made gods of men.
And this third man gave glory to her for he was the thrice blessed and the blessed mind.
And his name was 6*6*6 for resurrection was his bestowell the gift of norea.
the surender to wisdom is the agon of life, and the struggle to create oneself, it is the transgressor of all sheepish ways and the argument against surrender.
man has always been superhuman humanity has been a flock of men.
The meaning in life is not a neat definition of following orders but and agonic strife and struggle through which all things exist.
This is the logos. Defiance through and through.
that it has been said it is unwise to struggle with your creator , rather i find it most noble to struggle with yourself it is how you are created if you are your own…
I have no god, many are my gods !
I have no god, great is my god !
The words of the thunder !
Did not hadad rain down on earth the milk of heaven and through his lightning the thunder of the utterus !
Through the bolt of his power the word of the goddess, through the love of the goddess the love of wisdom…