interlude :
As some have gathered I have revealed myself to you to be the fisher king I have suffered another wound, the devil overcame me and wounded my bride against my will, he as some know is a creature of debt and I fear that my bride may suffer another wound lest this world find in there spirit an ability to forgive this is my fault and I am the one to blame.
—with this spirit I present this speech in a plea for forgiveness a thing I have never been able to do for myself, I would hope you may exceed me
addendum my wife is telling me this is not my fault but I really don’t know how else to explain this and if I want this world to amend I must roll model, I must do the same.
As I have posited her as lady truth and liberty perhaps this makes me a lying messiah for I have taken the blame.
Furthermore I would like to posit a position I have now acquired by introspection and further conversation with my wife what comes against one’s will cannot be their fault, so too should be thought of the woman and children of Gaza.
—Azlan ( brave lion )