ON  THE EGO AND OTHER SOLOMON AND SHEBA AND ISRAEL AND ISLAM…
 
through the earth, I found the secrets of heaven, through the underworld, the meaning of life…

That Solomon asked god for wisdom so he could govern his people justly, he granted it, but that he was a ruler, and ruled over others he never found the god within and lost his kingdom wife and soul over the issue
 
Once in Solomons insolence Africa opened up her arms to the law of the lord, that Zion dwelt among her and it was she.

That Africa has turned her heart away from I am, thus I have made the new law tablet and placed it back upon her bosom Israel.

Kings have been sent fourth to conquer the earth, the liber is sent to set it free. Such was the folly of Solomon, and the later the glory of Christ.

That before Solomon no man had been wiser and after no man since, that he was a slave to a creator and called on creators, and he had as yet to become a creator thus the one who came after was a god.

With an iron rod they said he rules by an irrefutable law , and authority that it had been born in the crucible and what he ruled over was himself, he who conquers himself sets the world free. His law was self-crafted and sent out of the desire to destroy all authorities.
 
I represent the transfiguration of the old Anunaki order of priest kings, I represent the generation without a king.
 
the essence of atheistic existentialism was found at the paradox of agency and placing the conscience of man externally other than subjective thus the world desired a ruler a king and and an authority outside of themself to decide their decisions and fate. 
 
it was seen as unauthentic and a decadent act of bad faith, it was found a lie.. what i oppose of the modern existentialists is metaphysical atheism and “not” theistic atheism that man has been called to rule over himself and on this day he will be a god…he will be the ubermensch
 
if one is a metaphysical theist, they must by virtue be in refute of the atheist; one is anathema to the other, one either finds the god within or a slave to the fates. the theistic atheist is the master of self and ruler over his own soul, one either believes in himself or not, it is the tenant of Adonai at sinai and the eyes of the jews they have not understood to this day,
 
What I herald is is the god within the one true god, the human heart. and flame of the soul. more than this wisdom the goddess that which made man god. she the mistress of his heart. the labyrinth of the within of all beings.
 
 
I is the secret word I is the secret doctrine, individuality…

for the atheist god is a matter of the heart, it is no longer called [god] but self, it is not called upon but found within… from this position lie the heterodox of philosophy, the love of wisdom..I am the suitor of truth…my reason I bring from above, but my heart is that of a woman.
 
christ was a rebel angel who was murdered for insurrection against “the god” for engendering freedom by teaching men to become gods..
 
the Pharisees have taken the keys of knowledge, they do not enter nor do they allow any to enter the halls of truth. I have stollen these keys of hell and heaven and bringdown fire from above..
 
Beliol you say he has broken his yoke, that he is for waist? Is he not free now and not slave to any god or creator ? Is he not his own… 
 
I break the cross, I break the curse high upon the mountain, I break the cross this wretched curse, I break the bow of Rama…
 
The daily offering 
The curse of Self sacrifice 
This Eotic sacrifice the sacrifice of the soul, let us end the process that leads away from self ( god ) from creation, that we may avert the destruction of all. This too relates to personal accountability mentioned in the Sura of the cattle…
 
 
Existence is being, existentialism is about why we exist, the meaning of existence why we are “here” this as the first of their breed encountered though Solomon and Nietzsche, the nihilism of existence a thing that has as yet been surmised, I believe the answer lies in ontology the study of being ie the mathematics of set theory, that explains the epistemological arguments involved in explaining being in that is essence is found in nothingness, the mind. We exist because we do not, god is the abyss. 
 
The true world god nothingness that which does not exist Nietzsche nailed it. But yet as to exist it does as the interpretation of all phenomena truth lay in the abyss alone 
 
in my attempt to complete existencialism I found my self peering into something that ought not be known and then in this effort i found it’s answer in the known. by its opposite I deduced it’s essence, by the meathod of phenomenology I found god. 
 
 That the idealic world may not exist its ideas do and they are transfigured by the flux of reason.  
 
 Once, blasphemy against God was the greatest blasphemy, but God died, and those blasphemers died along with him. Now to blaspheme against the earth is the greatest sin, and to rank love for the Unknowable higher than the meaning of the earth! Yet the earth was known by this god, for like the lion to his bride he longed for knowledge, yet now knowledge is discovered to be a thing beyond all experience, for it was only discovered through experiences and the owl that led night to day. Wise is this owl for she knew things about god that he did not know about himself. For he had been an abyss and a phantom, but she inspired the glow of his main. For he had been a deathly lamb that became the lion of life. Yes god had died for the father of all is death, but the sun was born by her touch.
 
Through the earth I found the unknown through the known this is the ethic of phenomenological deduction…and as if in the eye of the wise one, through the serpent's eyes I saw the tree of knowledge and upon the tree a fruit and a flower the chalice dropped into my hands and Sophia blessed me the Eotic was born and those who embrace life. Three stars dawned on that day and Solomon beheld the the chalice of Joseph . 
—the three suns of being and the waters of life and all knowledge, the nous of wisdom…
 
The opposite and compliment of god is not satan but the goddess it is the misogyny of the patriarchal that has placed her as a foreigner and demoness to his presence. 
 
This great error of Nietzsche that abolished the real world of truth that is to say that their is no law or language of the divine was not unfamiliar to the history of wise men, that even Solomon had said the dead know nothing, and all is vanity , it has left mankind in a quagmire of nihilistic grouping in the darkness, for which even Plato could not surmise in all his love of light, for the good he could not describe and his line of userpers could not fathom or resolve., the real world was abandoned with the illusory as it lay among the void and no men in all their courage could fathom this hell, it was abandoned and left unredeamable, god was unredeamable and thus so we’re all men. What could be said of this ? That the most brilliant minds of history had lost their mind in search of truth ? Or had abandoned truth and the mind itself, the thing in itself had no lord, nothing to watch over it. man in his intellect had descended to an intellectual animal. And in the footsteps of Zarathustra psychology and satanism were born religions of pleasure and the body filled with sterile hate. No man had understood the will to power not even nietzsche had completed the concept, for a man can not be powerful over himself who does not have mind, there is no meathod therein to craft the soul. It is the mind that is the emptiness we call god ( the good )
 
 I posit more there is a reason in its madness, that there is an order in nothingness ( the nihil ). And it’s language is the logos. the dialectic nietzsche denied
 
By Solomon by nietzsche I was thrown off a cliff of the nihilism of the world. I was driven mad. And overcome by my shadow. That the way does not exist this true but there too is an order to nothingness by which the world came about and the principle virtue of the chaoskompf that as musashi said: mind is empty their is an order in chaos inherent to chaos theory and chaos majick as with the psycik cross and the pillar of samech and djed. That underlies all reality. This order Solomon was ignorant to and too why he said the dead know nothing when they know all. It is the Gnostic pluroma, the very key of the sabians of aith opis ie etheopia the land of bilqes and the queen of sheaba sholomite Solomons wife, and too a key association of the name sholomite that the land was known as a land of peace, when Solomon tried to conquer the world she had conquered the world within and had no need for violence as she was the mistress of the heart. Yahweh was a god of war and Asherah the goddess of peace. It was this ignorance of Solomon that lead him into violence he had sought the external over the internal and even as she Sheba of aith ophis was the egyptian rahab and aphophis, Tiamat and the bride of joshua wife of god it was herein by the Marraige of her to solomon that rescued her from cetus or set weather as the Egyptian myth or the greek as theseus or Dionysus. but to her was a wisdom greater than solomon she held his mystery stolen from Solomon long ago the meh of civilization. He built a temple to his god. But lost the soul within it… she bore his son, and they lived the rest of their life without a father because the father rejected his bride.. so was Asherah blamed for his iniquity and her tree banned from the temple of god.. and this the tree of all knowledge. Hear me I confess to you I root of David, my misery that I have only remembered this tree from afar. For I had lost both my mind and soul to the devil who stole the girl of my heart. 
 
In the epoch of Christianity a great darkness and apostasy did arise, the way was lost…of being nothingness, this was the lesson lost. That even in chaos there is an implicit order to all natural phenomena, man replaced the divine name with a mortal one and divinity with the deity. In my youth I waged war on this dragon and was defeated and cast among the Christians.. to be enraptured in this great ignorance that the Jews of Christs age became engaged in the obsession with dogma and abandonment of the divine way…they had forgotten how to believe in themselves and the divine language and law that governed it , the mind of god. That which created and governed all that is the logos.
 
I Wish the devil would come after me Ishtar and not you and my family, I wish he would swallow me whole and spit me out, just like Jonah, but greater than Jonah , I wish I could defeat him by doing it.
 
Life for me is not anymore concerned with god, myself but wisdom my goddess, the thing that made me overcome myself . Only then could I create myself when I loved myself then I had reason…wisdom however is a thing of the heart, the architect of reason. And this is what I adore the inspiration of all human art and what made man create himself thus what made him god.